The Retreat
In the last 4 weeks, I have felt the most discomfort that I could possibly imagine. I only wish it was my doing alone.
Put together with lower back injury that has been showing slow signs of progress, not to mention a second fall to top it off, I really thought I was in it for the hell hole.
I’ve lost too much weight in the last 4 weeks.
Today, I had a saving grace, with the MRI results. I am bloody lucky and thankful. Although I have a peace of mind, I can’t deny the pain that I am still going through.
I need to focus on recovering and resting in plenty of areas. And come back stronger. Case in point, it may be a slap from the big man up there saying, “it’s time to rest, it’s time to let go. No more pushing yourself”
I reply with a tone of surrender, “okay”
My body is showing signs of spasms, and singing unrest, the lack of quality sleep is greatly affecting my recovery. Not long before I become a train wreck if I’m not careful.
There’s also too much going on out there that needs my attention, the landscape has changed significantly in the last year. New roles & responsibilities, new direction with strict gearing, it seems endless.
And I am beginning with an injured posture. I won’t finish the race well this way.
With that, I have decided to stop writing on this domain. I still love writing, but just not here anymore. I need to focus on myself: recover, rest, and get well and come back stronger.
Enough of outpouring, it’s time to think for myself (for once). And, that’s what I’m gonna do.
It’s always hard to say goodbye.
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Its a real shame to hear that you have stopped writing on this site, the one site that I look forward to read especially when I need inspirational words…the one site that inspires me to move forward with my life. Knowing how much struggles that you have been going thru and the strength that pushes you to battle with the obstacles that has made you become a better person, it gives me the motivation to fight my own war too. I am sorry to hear about your back and hope that you will fight it thru, for “HE” will be there to help you in every step of it.
Take care and do write again when you have recover. I am hopeful!