Monday, August 18th, 2008 at
9:57 am
Instead of actively blogging, I’ve been a reader of many blogs instead. I say I don’t have the time to write, yet I’m stealing moments to catch updates on others. Finally, in this moment of quiet, I chose to log in and now I’m here again – blogging.
We have 3 more weeks before we go on tour.
I have 5 more months before I stamp a significant mark in my career.
They have 4 more weeks before they stage it.
I have 3 more months before it finally launches.
I know the above is highly cryptic, yet I can say this – those four lines are currently the most significant defining moments of my life. Well except for one, but I have made a commitment and I intend to honor it. Some reading this, might probably know what I’m talking about since I have shared in person.
But such is life. Life for me I say. Some have encouraged and I’m thankfully grateful.
Others have questioned, why the unnecessary stress, why the bother and why have it so complicated – aren’t you tired?
Well, the answer is no. But I do know He is in control. I can’t put a finger to it, but I am just having that peace that He will sort it all out – He already has I must say.
I’m really in the best years of my life right now. And I should make the most out of it. Time and time I think further and deeper about my purpose; about being an impact and relevant to those around me, the more I realize that I need to take drastic steps, or make difficult choices and sometimes to the most common sort of scenarios – the comfort zone.
I do admit, I’m all for comfort and sometimes reluctant to pull out such a change if I can prolong it. Lately, it’s been nudging me, to really think about that purpose and relevance. And as much as I hate to say it – it sure is looking like the truth. I don’t want to waste the best years of my life then, in this current manner.
This is totally cryptic, don’t even bother
This is what happens when you don’t blog enough.
I’m smiling to an entry that has set miles to an unknown.