Archive for August, 2008

valid

when you stop to ask questions, you don’t get answers but a glimpse of direction. And you hope its towards the right path. Marching on!

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I must do this.

Instead of actively blogging, I’ve been a reader of many blogs instead. I say I don’t have the time to write, yet I’m stealing moments to catch updates on others. Finally, in this moment of quiet, I chose to log in and now I’m here again – blogging.

We have 3 more weeks before we go on tour.
I have 5 more months before I stamp a significant mark in my career.
They have 4 more weeks before they stage it.
I have 3 more months before it finally launches.
I know the above is highly cryptic, yet I can say this – those four lines are currently the most significant defining moments of my life. Well except for one, but I have made a commitment and I intend to honor it. Some reading this, might probably know what I’m talking about since I have shared in person.
But such is life. Life for me I say. Some have encouraged and I’m thankfully grateful.
Others have questioned, why the unnecessary stress, why the bother and why have it so complicated – aren’t you tired?
Well, the answer is no. But I do know He is in control. I can’t put a finger to it, but I am just having that peace that He will sort it all out – He already has I must say.
I’m really in the best years of my life right now. And I should make the most out of it. Time and time I think further and deeper about my purpose; about being an impact and relevant to those around me, the more I realize that I need to take drastic steps, or make difficult choices and sometimes to the most common sort of scenarios – the comfort zone.
I do admit, I’m all for comfort and sometimes reluctant to pull out such a change if I can prolong it. Lately, it’s been nudging me, to really think about that purpose and relevance. And as much as I hate to say it – it sure is looking like the truth. I don’t want to waste the best years of my life then, in this current manner.
This is totally cryptic, don’t even bother :)
This is what happens when you don’t blog enough.
I’m smiling to an entry that has set miles to an unknown.
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feelin’ it

My lack of presence proves a point. I’ve been busy. Just very busy.
And, I’m feelin’ it.

I am drawing strength and grace from the Lord.
I need every ounce of it.

There’s so much on my plate of which I hope some would progress but it’s looking like tough stains.

Patience. And thrive through this period. I am seeking Him.

And funny how God always provide in the most unconventional way when having conversation with a non-christian and in reply, a loaded response, “You are a Christian..so yea. You should know this. As long as you are trying, God will not fail you, right?”

ouch + wow = wouch. just wouch!

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